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Staying in other's house is very 'xin ku',if let me to choose i rather to stay wf my fren instead of with my family members.
Maybe my lifestyle is different with you caused you unhappy,but if i got the choice i will not come to here,honestly to say..one thing is i really troubled you all already,sorry about it..
Everything stress me up,from staying place,home people,working place,colleagues,boss,figure,custormer...everything coming together,how to continue on the life?

Late yet luckier

It is sad to say,now only i realised i am too late to step into this so called 'real' society to explore..
Throughout this two weeks training,i get to see a lot of my fellow colleagues whose same age with me are pretty mature and experienced enough in knowlegde,spiritual,personalise and what i can say is almost in every areas.Honestly it was a shame for me for still being ignorant=( Their mature and steady skills in selling,presentation was enough to terrify me with this wonderful plus perfect handling methods!Gosh,I am totally under compared with them.
I am so small among them,obviously can see through.Whereby 1 thing i can comforting myself is luckily i still get chance to walk in and joining in the midst of it..